During this constant process of search, I became so tired and unfulfilled that I made up my mind to let the whole thing go. I chatted only with the ladies I liked and wasn’t in a hurry. And suddenly I started chatting with a woman whom I’d already met half of the year ago, though I didn’t remember the reason why we stopped our communication. Marina was gorgeous women, not very young but 6 years younger than me and she was just my type. I couldn’t understand the reason of our break up. But that wasn’t import for me anymore, I made up my mind to meet her one more time and continue our relations or just stop this useless dates.
So, I flew to Kyiv and planned only one date, it was a strange experience for me but rather tender. I was a little be afraid, because I didn’t want to spoil anything. When I met Marina I recollected our previous date and I’d understood everything. At that time, I just wasn’t ready for any seriousness and she was committed to a relationship while I wasn’t. At our second date, I started appreciating her seriousness and honesty and all the little details, which I didn’t notice for the first time. The main factor for me at that date was that she knew what she wanted from life, she had rather planned future and I liked it.
Speaking about our relationship, after my return home, we continued our communication but like a real couple. We are planning to rest somewhere together for a week or two and then discuss our further acts. I clearly understand that I want to live with this woman and plan our future together. Hope that she will support my idea, because I couldn’t predict her reaction towards such a quick move in together, I want to hear her support and see the same desire.
That’s almost all that I wanted to share here, of course, it is only a short review of all my experiences and emotions, but I am not a writer. My recommendations for all the lonely people who are reading this, is to search for your love no matter what, and you will definitely find it.